I was just so sure I was going to get the job. I mean, that happens after you have two great interviews and both people that interviews you said that they adored you!!

I didn’t get the job and now I can’t afford to move out. I’m still going to be stuck between my parent’s divorce and I will be stuck at Kirkland’s. I would have had a $2 raise and that would have made all the difference; a $500 difference.

All my friends, every single one of them has a higher paying job than me and I’ve been working longer than all of them. This hurts so bad and now I’m back in that same negative headspace. I don’t even know why I bothered writing this out on tumblr. I might delete my blog because I don’t find joy in this anymore. I’m just someone screaming into the void on here at this point.

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